1. |
these days are beautiful
01:33
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i know you'd be playfully shocked to hear how i know time moves forward
i see myself fall back into old habits walking in circles i once called home
if i know myself, and i'd argue i do, i'd be willing to bet one day i'm too busy looking back to see death ahead of me, which of course would be fatal
i'm not dumb, i'm more ambivalent about it than that, it's hard to keep me in mind
every autumn i am engulfed by leaves, winter by snow, and left in a pasture, beauty dies as i do
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2. |
captive bolt
03:40
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wings snipped, die slow
i could never go home
what's that im scared of?
i guess we'll never know
god take me back
i missed it all
if i had a chance
id do nothing at all
pine needle brown internalized burn and it engulfs me from all sides before slowly hacking my arms off, pry my eyes open and shoot me in the head
mouth shut eyes closed
i could never go home
it's only time that i'm wasting
and i'll erode like stone!
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3. |
in the pasture
02:07
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take another photo in a grocery store parking lot acting like you're out with friends
you missed it all you stupid fuck, you'll never get the chance again
you could never know what was taken from me
you'll only see how i refuse to let go
with a home in the pastures
every winter is cold
with a home in the pastures
every autumn i die slow
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4. |
home
00:37
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5. |
specter
02:11
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missed a point to reside
pouring gasoline inside
i promise that i won't return
and you can watch me burn alive
a new perspective, on ourselves
but a specter, cry for help
come in close don't hide
only scared of what's inside
if you really hate yourself
why are you still alive?
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6. |
respite
02:54
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i would kill my self to feel like a normal girl again
i'm done carrying useless for none to begin
i could die as seasons change, stand here and fall limb from limb
i would just give anything to feel like myself again
it's done for respite, regardless of the means
so if i end up crying in your arms, sorry if it causes a scene
sorry that there's no relief
see another broken part of me
touchdown at ground zero
what a fucking hero i am
i make a fool of myself once again
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7. |
secrets you died with
02:53
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you'll take the backseat like the rest
crying and hoping for the best
staring at leaves can only last for so long
remember shedding tears in last year
hopelessness, get a grip
existing in a gaseous state
i'll never make it to virginia at this rate
now i'll breathe
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maybe someday i can be what i've made you all long before
just another dumb name in a song
they said i had hopeful eyes
but the film grew over my eyes
and i've grown into something they despise
baby, it's too cold outside
for anything with a pulse to stay alive
why do you think i told you to take off the handles on the door when i went out to smoke?
everything means nothing when it's being said to you
crying over the child i never knew
(i would like another chance with myself
i would like another chance to be myself
i can't wait for winter to melt
beat the cold with tattered felt
looking out the window
do you see it? do you see it?
looking out the window
do you breathe it? do you believe it?)
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9. |
jibberish
04:03
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i feel you and i feel nothing
times like this i forget i have a face
times like this i wish i never had a face
i want to rip it off
times like this i wish i didn't exist
ill live between your thighs in a barren state of mist
i wish i didn't have a face
i wish that i could just erase
an omniscient colored ghoul
on a pedestal encased
(another chance for you to fuck it all up
another life for you to leave in the mud
one more chance for you to fuck it all up)
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10. |
winter song
02:39
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come in from the cold
desolate arose
crawling from a pasture
knowing there's no home
come in from the cold
as the autumn froze
knowing there's no ending
to the pain you know
i see a finish with bloody mirrors
a commonality so unknown
but through the blood you can see much clearer
the barren path we walk alone
time and time again you froze, how
long do you wait to
turn to stone?
the winter, is colder
your legs are leading me astray
the winter, is colder
i'm (you're) bleeding, what did you do to me?
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11. |
autumn leaves
01:29
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since you went away, the days grow lon
and still i'll hear old winter's song
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12. |
all goes falling
03:50
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all comes crashing down
the moment i watch you leave
drive without a sound
i'm busy watching leaves
we're back where we started
or rather, left off
and now i'm defenseless
and i know what i lost
all goes falling
the moment you're gone
this is what i'm missing
and i hope that i'm wrong, but
we're back where we started
or rather, left off
and i'm left with nothing
but knowing what i lost
my eyes are tired
and i hope it's not long
but i'm losing hope
and i think you're wrong, cause
we're back where we started
or rather, left off
die like the gardens
my eyes grow soft
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13. |
film credits
01:07
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fiber intertwined million little threads align
cathartic summit laid to rest, mind stays occupied
shut it out, close it off, take the summer away
million ways to die, not enough to stay alive
cornered off alone again i fend my ways of reasoning, i dream of a simpler end the credits never come
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the promises i made for you are paper thin
i can feel it in my backbone as you watch and grin
collage of brown and red, below my feet and above my head
leaves that plan to turn me inward, surely i must be dead
autumn leaves die in cold since you ran away
still i rot alone, i grow old each passing day
i could be a friend, do what i'm told, feel ok
a specter on display, in the field to my dismay
every autumn i am engulfed by leaves, winter by snow, and left in a pasture, beauty dies as i do
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