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1.
the other day, we spoke for hours and it felt as if all the weight in the world had been lifted off my shoulders then and there
2.
can't rearrange another pinpoint in your 12 point gaze from the rearview of the interstate, a dirty broken thought thought you'd change after hearing what i had to say, i wanna spend our lvies in picture frames but i'm coming on too strong i'm not the same, i'm moving as the seasons change. a year gone and it's all a daze, who would've thought?
3.
meow
4.
leech onto me as i do to you as i carve a manifesto for all that i put me through with no means to endure it all, i rise just to fall, i rise just to fall please close the door and leave my view's obstructed, it's clear to see my view's been obstructed, it's clear to everyone but me
5.
i can't 03:30
spontaneous trickles down and reverse the words you wrote. your voice, angelic as all, could send butterflies on vacation. so long to us. a thought, a taste of nothing. it was never there. i feel empty, and hollow, and gone, worthless, and broken, and purposeless without your arms. i can't forget dreams of you, no matter how many restless nights i spend trying to.
6.
i've decided, for better or for worse, staying alive when the moon is full, but even then it's still just too hard
7.
you break me 02:09
pens to paper and know what works, i'll think it over and over and only get hurt. i'll only get hurt. you break me. the writing's on the walls of my skull, yet introspection has never been a strong suit my love. i'm so close to giving up. as of late it's feeling like i'm moments away from calling my time of death. you break me.
8.
skin never cut to seasons changing, or wisps and whips that make crack. left all my loved ones rearranging, but i'd find i'm alone in looking back. i'm growing older by the hour each frayed branch has had their wares from the tree you once tended to and everyone else who lended their hand and i'm growing older by the hour as the autumn wind molds no more hands to be held no more stories to be told i'm growing older by the hour with all these songs i've left unsung with all the soil of my sisters to let me know i'm not the only one and i'm growing older by the hour and none of you seem to care cause no one dared to crack a smile but no one cared to break their stare if i told you i wanna fly, a bed of roses, and both our hearts aligned. if i told you i wanna fly, but you keep me grounded, and i wish our hearts aligned.
9.
well we talked, and what does it matter since i'll be gone soon anyways? what never was, still for a moment, was the brightest star in this cold dark embarrassment. oh, look at this mess i've made, and i'm the one to blame. look at this mess i've made. and i'm the one to blame. i could write a thousand more stupid songs. i could carve your name into my arm. i could lay to rest everything i've ever known. i could burry in myself and let the wild grow. but i could never have you.
10.
the lights exploded, she stood burning in front of me. she ripped my heart out and gave it to me. my eyes wont open, cemented to her face. have i begun a feeble chase? i'll be down, i'll be around, i'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be. i'll just stare, and hope you care. it's only everything standing in front of me. i know what you did to me i know what you did was wrong you're allowed to torture me wait a moment until i'm gone i know you're the ticket, you gotta be cause i let you be alone for long gotta be so completely gotta be so i can't hang on i'll be down, i'll be around, i'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be. i'll just stare, and hope you care. it's only everything standing in front of me. i'll be down, i'll be around, i'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be. they're not there, you're standing there, now you'll have to decide the fate of my sanity.

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released June 23, 2023

vocals on track 3 - my cat pumpkin
everything else - ash

written and recorded between july 2022 and june 2023, all home recorded
track 10 written by dinosaur jr

album art by ian charbeneau

thank you aj, always late never lost, andrew, arthur, brandon, chaos crew, cisco, deapfth pop collective, drew, eve, gabby, hunter, jakob, jare and lav room, kat, mitch, pumpkin, tom, v, and zach

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